hala.. excited lagi ko.. haha
wala lang nalingaw ko kei wala jud ko nag expect nga mag 1year mi. hehe.. haaayyzzzz.. kalami sa feeling oi. hehe
weeee… it’s our ANNIVERSARY on MONDAY. =] LOVE it LOVe it. ^^
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wala lang nalingaw ko kei wala jud ko nag expect nga mag 1year mi. hehe.. haaayyzzzz.. kalami sa feeling oi. hehe
weeee… it’s our ANNIVERSARY on MONDAY. =] LOVE it LOVe it. ^^
aw.. hahaha over.. lolz… but yah.. i’m soo happy right now. i can’t stop thanking God for giving me the best person in my life. =] don’t know how to explain it but for right now he’s my inspiration. he makes me feel complete. every time we talk on the phone, it feels so good. what more if we’re together personally, for surely it will feel so much better than talking on the phone.
he’s so understanding. he’s so thoughtful. he’s so him. that’s some reasons why i really love him. i can’t stop thinking about him. he’s simply my every thing.
haaayyzz.. love love love…. happy anniversary bHe. ^^
aaahh.. i’m sooo happy. =] hehe
tnx baby.. i love you… mmmwwwuuuaaahhh
my new song for you is the close up theme song. hehe close to you baby by freestyle. hehe
miss you bhe. happy anniversary/ 12 monthsary. hehe
mao najud ni xa ang time. he hates me. and he’s sooo much annoyed by me. hahayz.. oh well what can i do? he said he can take the pressure if i have my mood swings.
it’s not true at all. he even told me that he’s full already that he can no longer tolerate my attitude. hahayz…
he doesn’t love me.
i love him. i feel so weak. i feel so sad. i feel so dead. i feel empty.
i just love him so much that i don’t even know what to do with my life. i can’t even force him to love me back. i have to let him go so he can be happy. so much for my happy ending. =[
waaa.. i can’t believe it!!!! time flies by so fast. it was like yesterday was the day that we saw each other, and then the next thing i know it’s going to be our first anniversary next month, November 9 here; November 10 there. weeee.. me sooo happy.
i love him soooo much. it’s the most unique feeling that i have ever felt. i can feel that i am REALLY happy, by definition. i feel incomplete every time i break up w/ him with some stupid reason. hehe.. well, what can i say. i’m very insecure. he’s a type of man who can get girls and a man who is approachable by women. grrr.. to think that i am far?? of course, i’ll be thinking negatively. i’d always be thinking he might cheat of me. ONE More thing that it’s possible that he might be cheating is because a dancer toO u knowzzzz.. hahaha!!! lol.. damn dancers. getting girls that easily. and having a lot of women. tsk tsk.. not good. lol. Just kidding. but really.. this is the first time that i have been a very insecure girlfriend.
anyhow, anyway, any whatever. the less i care. =] as long as my baby loves me. that’s the most important thing that matters for me now. i’ll try to change for the better of our relationship. i want CHRISTINA DE MESA and DOMINIC GAGUAN goes like this ——-> CHRISTINA DE MESA & DOMINIC GAGUAN mutuals
LOLZ.. hahhaah now i’m imagining too much in the future. this might be jinxed!! yay!!! no! i don’t want it to be jinxed. =[ lol.. haha but it’s ok. if i read this one more time, i’ll bet i’ll be laughing at this post. hehe
Oh Lord. thanks for everything. thanks for giving me wonderful gifts such as giving me domzki to be mine. i just hope we can get through life’s challenges. i know we can make it, if we’re really meant for each other. i know we can make it, if you meant it to be that way. i know we can make it, if we compromise with each other. I know we can make it, if we keep our loyalty and honest with each other.
i love him and he loves me. we love each other. and that’s all that it matters.
Thank You Lord. ♥
hahayz…. mag lagot jud ko doh.. another relationship failed. lol.. malas jud ko sa mga love love nge. haha
oh well.. life is life.. love is love. we love we get hurt. what else should i be expecting right? in the first place, there wasn’t any formal courtship. it started with a flirting then went to kavugan. hahaha awsh!!! oh well, bottom line, it was my fault anyhow. if i didn’t let myself fell in his cage, i would not have regret or felt any of this. lol, i’m such a reckless decision maker.
OH LORD. please help me. haaaayyyy….
hahayz… saonz nlng.. wala nlng ko ma say.. ing.ani man jud ang panahon.. oh well.. kung ing.ana jud xa edi fine.. pugos nlng jud ko ug let go..
maka ulit kaayo ko doooohhh!! wala nako ka rmmber aha nako gbutang ang jacket sakong uyab!!! huhuhuhuhuhuhuhu REDSOX nga jacckkeettt!!!! huhuhuhuhuhuuhuuhuhuh mabuang nako ug pangita!!! love kaayo nako to jacket.. favorite pud to nya nga jacket!!
i don’t love that jacket because he gave it to me!! i love that jacket because it looked nice and it keeps me warm!!! sometimes, i can feel his embrace when i use it!! i’m really sure that my sister BORROWED that jacket!!!!!grrrrr… i’m pissed off with myself right now!! i swear!! i’m totally 100% pissed off!!! mamnnnnnnn… if i can only curse i’d be cursing a lot right now!!!!!
haaaaayyyyyy….
i don’t know what to do.
whenever i hear the song that i dedicate for him, my tears just flow like a river. it hurts soo bad. it has been a long time that i cried like this. it’s one of my tears of regret. but what can i do? it’s my hormone that wants to push him away. my hormones aarrreeee sooo bbaaaddd… huhuhuhu
i love you bhe. as in i love you very very much. i can’t take what’s going on right now.
ni abot na jud ang time sa katotohanan.. nga dili jud kami..
haaayyyy sad ko.. pero unsaon taman.. that’s life. it’s going to be hard to forget him. i would say he was my 2nd true love. i bet this is gonna take years to get over with. next time i’ll meet some one.. i’m going to make sure that he’s more than him.
haaayyy.. lord. help. watashi no kokoro wa samishi desu. (my heart’s sad). haaayyzz..
i love him there’s no doubt.
i don’t know if he loves me.
